Progress and Acceptance
I'm still a bit on the sad side, but I have made progress on another front, which makes me happy.
If you've been reading the old Jenn blog for a while, then you'll understand why this is a breakthrough for me. If you haven't, then this will mean absolutely nothing to you. (You can refer to my entry "Surrounded by a Gemini" for clarification. This has nothing to do with recent events.)
I actually sat and watched an episode of Curb Your Enthusiasm yesterday, for the first time since October.
Closure. That's what that is. Closure and acceptance. With that one, anyway. There are still a couple of songs I can't listen to, but I'm getting there! Gives me a little bit of hope. If I can get over that one, then I'm not nearly as ridiculous as I once thought.
I will leave you with this little tidbit, ladies...something I've learned that I should have known a long time ago: If a guy tells you in the very beginning that's he's an asshole, and that you will end up hating him - TAKE HIS WORD FOR IT. He's probably right. I really need to start believing them when they tell me that.
"I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down."
If you've been reading the old Jenn blog for a while, then you'll understand why this is a breakthrough for me. If you haven't, then this will mean absolutely nothing to you. (You can refer to my entry "Surrounded by a Gemini" for clarification. This has nothing to do with recent events.)
I actually sat and watched an episode of Curb Your Enthusiasm yesterday, for the first time since October.
Closure. That's what that is. Closure and acceptance. With that one, anyway. There are still a couple of songs I can't listen to, but I'm getting there! Gives me a little bit of hope. If I can get over that one, then I'm not nearly as ridiculous as I once thought.
I will leave you with this little tidbit, ladies...something I've learned that I should have known a long time ago: If a guy tells you in the very beginning that's he's an asshole, and that you will end up hating him - TAKE HIS WORD FOR IT. He's probably right. I really need to start believing them when they tell me that.
"I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down."
posted by Jenn at
8:04 AM
13 Comments:
I've been there. Many, many times. The moving on is so, so hard to do sometimes. But then you find those little things that don't hurt anymore and the world is better again.
All men are assholes. It's an unavoidable fact of life. Some are just more honest about it than others.
What's really sad is how long it took me with this one. We broke up 9 months ago - 9 MONTHS! And he really wasn't all that great to begin with!
I've had 2 guys tell me that they are assholes and that I'd end up hating them, in the last 2 years, and they were both right. I'll just go back to my bootie calls, cuz at least you know where you stand.
Baby steps.
Oh, and welcome to my newest blog groupie, Psy Chick. Are you psychic? I could use a reading!
:)
I hope so, what a great show that it. There are a couple I didn't get to see, but I have that awesome "On Demand" thing now, so yesterday I watched the "Thor" episode. Tonite, "Cobb Salad", one of my favorites.
Don't need a crystal ball for that one, do you?
I think I'll just become a lesbian. I'll automatically gain a second wardrobe.
I hope that my son will turn out to be a nice guy to girls when he grows up.
And as far as women being bitches...guilty. But normally I'm a very nice chick, to everyone. Today though, I've been a bitch. A horrid, nasty bitch. My apologies to the person who got the brunt of it.
I've thought about becoming a lesbian after dealing with repeated assholes. Instead I married an asshole. But I love him, and much to everyone's dismay we're still together almost four years later. And yes, I'm psychic, it's my job....
Email me psychic chick!
Uhm... ok... LOL
I know that Jenn is waiting for something from me on account of she decided that she doesn't like sick jokes on her site and removed my contribution from it. (Perhaps because it was better than any of hers?...)(ha ha) She made the most stupid mistake of making a promise that she wouldn't delete it which is great because she knows damn well that I intend to hold her to it. So with that in mind, I am going to go make some cinnamon rolls to eat and conjure up some of the most vivid and disgusting invective vituperation imaginable. Something really, really disturbing. Something so repugnant and sacreligious that it would be blasphemy just to imagine someone imagining something so incredibly wrong let alone actually finding a medium in which to verbalize such filth. To be honest, It's not really my bag, but when Jenn made the promise, I have resolved to test her resolve in keeping something horrible posted so I am going to really have to try hard to out do my most worstest ever. I actually had a job once as a jizz mop, so believe me when I tell you I can come up with some pretty decent stuff...
OK, not really. I really was a jizz mopper for a stint - that's not what I'm talking about. I mean I'm not really going to get disgusting on someone else's site. I just wanted to scare the bejesus out of poor Jenn when she read this. Funny ain't it, Jenn.
Then again, maybe I'm full of shit. I guess we shall just have to wait and see, but when you go from a nice word like "vituperation" to "worstest", that ought to be a pretty fancy sign of where my mind is falling to. We shall see. We shall see...
You are such a fucker, my friend. However, you do get the award for "Longest Comment Ever" on my blog so far.
It's a good thing you like me. I'd hate to see what you would say if you didn't! :)
No deletions. A promise is a promise, and I'll be damned if you'll get me for 3!
YOU THINK THAT WAS LONG? HAVE YOU EVER READ MY JOURNAL?
And she waits...
You know you're the only reason I allow anonymous comments, don't you? If it weren't for you, I'd turn that option right the hell off!
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