Go ahead, say I told you so....
Yes, Tom, this is meant for you. That whole monogamy thing was ridiculous and short-lived. I kinda knew it wouldn't turn out to be anything special, but sometimes a girl just has to hope.
So, I'm single. For real. Again. Yay! No worries, I have too much going on in my life to worry about having a boyfriend. And you're right, Tom. I don't really want one. Fact is, I don't know what I want.
Nothing better than being blown off via text. But here's a joke to go along with the situation:
What do you call a bass player without a girlfriend?
Homeless.
Yeah. Take that.
My weekend at Hyena's was much better than I expected. I'll write more about that later.
So, I'm single. For real. Again. Yay! No worries, I have too much going on in my life to worry about having a boyfriend. And you're right, Tom. I don't really want one. Fact is, I don't know what I want.
Nothing better than being blown off via text. But here's a joke to go along with the situation:
What do you call a bass player without a girlfriend?
Homeless.
Yeah. Take that.
My weekend at Hyena's was much better than I expected. I'll write more about that later.
posted by Jenn at
7:44 AM
4 Comments:
Wow, you're not monogamous anymore? Way cool, we should so totally bang...
Wait, now I'm monogamous...
Well, shit.
::ducking Gina's lethal right cross::
Hang in there, babe... You rock :)
To be honest, I hadn't really gone to the monogamy side. I still had my back-ups on hold just in case. Good thing!
You know; it really sucks to be alone all the time without a person to love and that loves you back. Yes it's true, Rene' died back on the 11th of July for the second time. The first time I held her hand as she passed. Her last words were "I love you Tommy. Please pray for me." She slipped away. They got her heart back after five minutes of CPR and she remained in coma for two more weeks. We are putting her in the ground tomorrow at Waco next to her Father. I've been divorced for over thirteen years. Rene' was the only woman I have ever met that knew what it was to love me without condition. Within a week we could complete each others sentences and knew each others thoughts. She made me sing with her in the car like nobody was listening and she would wake me up at two in the morning to dance to her favorite song that happened to come on MTV while we were sleeping. Literally everything she did was fun and magical in some way. She was loving and affectionate even if she was having a bad day. It was rare that she did and she always had a smile. She would call me on the phone and say "What are you doing?" I'd say "At home missing you." Then she'd say "look out in the driveway." After a few times I always just looked and she was always there trying to surprise me. I always had new flowers waiting on her in her special vase on the dining room table. It was perfect in every way and it was ripped from my hands in a matter of seconds. There will never be another like her in my lifetime. I'm no stud but I have dated extensively. All women claim to understand but Rene was the only one who could respond to my every unspoken thought and need like a perfectly crafted poem that became more concise with every line. Women speak of true love. Rene'responded in pure actions.
That being said; I understand feeling alone and know a traveling bass player can offer little comfort even when in town. You would have been foolish to change your lifestyle on that prospect. I don't think that you are unsure of what you want in a relationship. I think that like my own situation there is no person who can provide it and that is truly the tragedy in our lives that makes us funny.
We mask the pain.
Damn, Tom. I'm really sorry to hear that. It sounds like you had what we all want but can't seem to find. My whining and complaining seems pretty silly and such in the grand scheme of things. I hope you're doing ok.
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